I need to sew this on proper but whoo! #tomwaits #godsawayonbusiness
Struggle served on a paper plate and called dinner
I have to come to terms with the fact he never really loved me.
I gave my heart to someone who didn’t care.
You can’t treat someone the way he treated me and love them.
can i just die now. kthx.
not over him. i’m fucking stupid. i wish i never met him in my entire life.
bleh. Can I stop feeling this way now? I miss his smile, but then at the same time wish I never met him. I’m afraid of loving ever again, but want someone to share those little moments with. Heartbreak is fucking stupid.
Then I sit there and think I’m stupid for being attracted to someone else and being intimate with them because I’m clearly not ready for a relationship even though it’s obviously not a relationship, just an attraction. I’m too stuck in my head.
So I drink and get fucked up till the sunrises and then sleep all day.